
Age: 23
Gender: female
When I was 17 i tried "ice" for the first time in my life. I only did it because my then boyfriend was into drugs. I didn't know anything about meth. I didn't know the crazy side effects. I never imagined I would ever do anything like that.
The Boyfriend was a big influence on me because I thought he loved me and I felt in love with him.
I tried it for the first time with him and 2 of his friends. We drove around aimlessly for what seemed like hours. We went to a club that night and I felt so paranoid. Like everyone was looking at me or that they knew I was on it. On our way home there was a car behind us. My boyfriend's friend was driving and got paranoid thinking it was the cops.
He started driving really fast and I really thought I would die that night. I was panicking and started crying. I told him if it was the cops they would not wait that long to pull us over. he kept driving fast. We ended up going to the friends house and he made us all hide in the garage for 3 hours thinking the cops were waiting outside for us. I was sweating really bad and I just wanted to go home. I finally got fed up and left after being in the garage for 3 hours. we all went home.
I didnt sleep that night. I kept hearing things but there was no one in the room with me. I didnt eat for like 2 days.
That was the first and last time i ever did that crap. I do not recommend anyone to try it. It makes you feel like youre going insane. and I only tried it ONCE! I cannot imagine what my life would have been like if I kept doing it. I thank GOD that I had that one bad experience to make me never want to do it ever again.
Now that ex-boyfriend is still a drug addict and a loser who doesnt work and still lives at home with his mother.
Its not worth it! Don't do it!